We could really use some prayers tonight, Ella is not feeling well at all. We aren't sure what is hurting her but she isn't eating again. It took Jon and I both an hour and a half to force 3 1/2 ounces down her (lots of tears). The bad thing is if we force her too much she will develop an oral aversion and add a whole new set of complications. Tomorrow is the cardiologist appointment where we will determine if a temporary feeding tube is going to be needed. We do not want to go that route at all, it feels like backsliding, but we know the Lord is in control. On a side note I am needing your prayers for myself as well. I am battling multiple physical struggles, nothing compared to what my sunshine has faced but certainly trying for sure. I have not been handling all the stress well lately and my body is letting me have it! So knowing that I tend to get sick when I stress due to it weakening my immune system I am asking you to pray for peace, strength, and health. I am feeling so much guilt lately with all this anxiety, mostly because 1-I know I am supposed to give it to the Lord, and 2- Ella's cardiologist thinks she is experiencing stress due to all she has been through. I guess I feel like if I am stressed she feels stressed and therefore I am ultimately causing her pain! Can you say STRESSFUL! I stress more about not stressing than just about anything else ugh! Anyway long story short BIG DAY TOMORROW and we could really really use the prayers!